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November 27th, 2006 | 12:21am
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Alecs and I had a "talk" this morning. I seriously hate having those heavy, serious talks. This one was all about committment. It was completley lame, because it wasn't really necessary...even though it was. I love him, and I plan on staying with him long term, and he feels the same, and we trust eachother, and this is working, but for Mo's sake we had to have this talk. It was all "I can't have women in and out of Chanel's life because a girl needs a mother, especially when her own isn't willing to play the part, so I need to know that you're here to stay in her life and mine," so basically we just sat around stating the obvious, but it's a real pain when you have to voice it bluntly instead of just trusting eachother and loving eachother.

=D [
October 29th, 2006 | 1:12am
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[ mood | ecstatic ]

happyCollapse )

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October 22nd, 2006 | 9:21pm
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[ mood | bored ]

Doom doom doomCollapse )

Between Times [
October 18th, 2006 | 12:49am
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So I realized I neglected my LJ...a lot. Well let's see what's been going on...
HARK! A list!Collapse )

Part of Life [
October 18th, 2006 | 12:42am
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[ mood | contemplative ]

Growing Up...Collapse )

[
August 12th, 2006 | 7:28pm
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Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is

Dani California by the Red Hot Chili Peppers

"She's a lover, baby, and a fighter
Shoulda seen it comin' when it got a little brighter
With a name like "Dani California"
Day was gonna come when I was gonna mourn ya
A little loaded she was stealin' another breath
I love my baby to death"

[
August 12th, 2006 | 7:02pm
]
[ mood | doubtful ]

second thoughtsCollapse )

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August 11th, 2006 | 2:49pm
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[ mood | crushed ]

life latelyCollapse )

Camping Night [
August 5th, 2006 | 2:16pm
]
[ mood | thrilled ]

CRASHBOOMTHUNDER!Collapse )



[
July 1st, 2006 | 12:00am
]
[ mood | apathetic ]

It's been a year.
A few days ago I started feeling horrible
Like I wanted to crawl into a hole and never come out
Then Allen and I went to the townhouse we rented and started to paint
It feels so amazing knowing that we have our own place
And personalizing it
We started with the kitchen (which just got a coat of white and some trim)
And then moved on to the livingroom
We were going to go in today and put up the 2nd coat in the livingroom
but it just wasn't a day to get out of bed.
Allen and I just layed in bed and slept all day
Everything just feels so numb
I got out of bed around 11:30 tonight and checked my e-mail
since I've been neglecting it for a few days
Allen's still in bed.
I think I'm going to join him now.
Tomorrow we might go back to the house and paint
but if I feel apathy like this again I'm not sure I'll get out of bed.

Life lately [
June 18th, 2006 | 6:32pm
]
[ mood | crushed ]

So life is pretty much FUCKED UP THE ASS right now. A few days ago Allen and I met up and just started driving and talking and we ended up talking through EVERYTHING that's been wrong and then we found this amazing townhouse for rent so we signed the lease and are moving in on the 7th. That's the good stuff. It all goes downhill from there. As it turns out while Allen and I were getting a place to live, Jenna was taking a home pregnancy test. SURPRISE! Positive. Shit happens, huh? Yeah. So that's pretty bad. I'm not really pissed cuz I mean it's not like they were trying to have a baby but it still hurts a lot. Allen has been a little retard too. Last night was Tom & Kelsy's birthday party and guess who got completely plastered? For once it wasn't me, Alecs, Bree, OR Juli. It was Allen. Around midnight or 1am I wanted to go home but noo because /someone/ wasn't done drinking yet. We ended up getting home at 3am and went straight to bed. Lucky for me my baby sister came in and woke me up at 4:30 because she wanted to play. Then I couldn't get back to sleep. I am very, very tired and sad and angry and I just want to be happy.

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June 12th, 2006 | 1:00am
]
[ mood | sad ]

It's only been about an hour but Monday already sucks. Allen and I had a big arguement about Jenna and Alecs and I guess Allen's known about the whole Holly thing for a while. It started out just little things that drop hints and then that leads to a confrontation which leads to yelling. I yelled at him about being in the restaurant with Jenna on Saturday and he yelled back "Well, Holly, why don't you just go bitch about it with your best friend Alecs then? You can listen to your stupid fucking song while you whine," and then he walked out the door.

I feel like shit. I feel like a horrible person for ever betraying Allen like I did. At first everything was good, and then somehow it ended up like nothing we ever did for eachother was good enough. I think he hates me now and that just makes me cringe.

I miss him like crazy, but I'm not sure I love him. The arguement tonight brought up a lot of things, and I had a lot of time to think. I realised that I don't feel the same way now that I did a year ago. I hate that we've grown apart and I just want to fix it! I HATE LIVING LIKE THIS!!!

i miss him



[
June 11th, 2006 | 4:15pm
]
[ mood | sad ]

PENIS CAKECollapse )



[
June 5th, 2006 | 2:46pm
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[ mood | bored ]

So today as I was sitting around doing nothing I decided to be productive and write a tutorial on simple scrapbooking in MS Paint. There are pictures but they're just links to save on load time.
Tutorial anyone?Collapse )

So far today [
May 26th, 2006 | 11:18am
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[ mood | bored ]

OMGWTFBOREDOM!!!AAAH!Collapse )





School [
May 25th, 2006 | 6:52pm
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[ mood | chipper ]

School AND a cartoon!Collapse )

Study Hall [
May 24th, 2006 | 11:23am
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[ mood | bored ]

So this one time, in Study Hall...Collapse )




tradeedadeeda [
April 19th, 2006 | 10:42am
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[ mood | bored ]

100 random thingsCollapse )
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Love [
March 22nd, 2006 | 9:24pm
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[ mood | in love ]

Love is...Collapse )
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What I miss [
February 27th, 2006 | 10:16pm
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[ mood | sad ]

I miss...Collapse )



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January 28th, 2006 | 7:53pm
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[ mood | bored, and i have to pee ]

How much have you changed?Collapse )
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60 things that make my heart smile :] [
January 27th, 2006 | 6:10pm
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[ mood | sad, and i have to pee ]

60 Things That Make My Heart Smile :]Collapse )
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Hohum [
January 22nd, 2006 | 10:09pm
]
[ mood | cold, and i gotta pee ]

I absolutely love the following songs:


Tell That Mick He Just Made My List Of Things To Do Today - FOBCollapse )
Story of a Girl - Nine DaysCollapse )
XO - FOBCollapse )
Hands Down - Dashboard ConfessionalCollapse )
Sugar, We're Goin' Down - FOBCollapse )
If Everyone Cared - NickelbackCollapse )
Hollaback Girl - Gwen StefaniCollapse )
Precious - Depeche ModeCollapse )
Remedy - SeetherCollapse )
Butterfly Kisses - Bob CarlisleCollapse )
Helena - MCRCollapse )
Swing Life Away - Rise AgainstCollapse )
Here Without You - 3 Doors DownCollapse )
You're So Last Summer - TBSCollapse )
Goodnight Goodnight - Hot Hot HeatCollapse )
Ohio is for Lovers - Hawthorne Heights
Boyfriend - Ashlee Simpson
Hero - Bette Midler
Beautiful Oblivion - Eve 6
Breathe (2am) - Anna NalickCollapse )
A Favor House Atlantic - Coheed and Cambria
Grand Theft Autumn - FOB
This is the New Shit - Marilyn MansonCollapse )
Punk Rock Princess - Something CorporateCollapse )



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Minneapolis Overview [
January 18th, 2006 | 4:35pm
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[ mood | cold ]

Minneapolis was founded by a group of sadistic Swedes in the 1800’s looking for a place that was as cold and flat as Stockholm. They wanted land. They took it from the Dakota. They wanted a king. Minnesota gave them a Prince. They wanted strong government. We gave them a pro-wrestler named "the Body".

Minneapolis is a progressive city beaming with art, music and theatre. It is culturally diverse, tolerant, and a great place to live regardless of your age or scene. Minneapolis is a frigid tundra in the winter, but when March 1st rolls around, people shed their winter coats, find a summer babe, and party all spring and summer. From meathead snowmobile festivals to a prolific goth and S&M scene, Minneapolis is Purple Rain.

[
January 11th, 2006 | 7:04pm
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So I don't forget, JENNIE you are supposed to guess who that is. Alecs and I say so. Ne'er.

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